I know now. I will never be able to live up to what my wife experienced on her weekend trip, they are bigger, thicker, stronger and last way way longer. I’m weak and pathetic.
Body appreciation post: sometimes when you chase PRs, you find a few lbs along the way. I put up a 365lbs squat today, the first actual heavy lift I've done since a major back injury 3 years ago. I feel accomplished!